Average. Something in that word just makes me cringe. The connotation implies that the object of this adjective is nothing more than anything else. Nothing sets them apart. Nothing makes them unique. Nothing makes them of any worth.
Lately I even heard a song playing on the radio that portrayed this idea as well- singing of the longing to be something desired, chased for, and valued. The chorus from “Someone Worth Dying For” by Mikeschair says “Am I more than flesh and bone? Am I really something beautiful?...I wanna believe that I'm not just some wandering soul that You don't see and You don't know… Yeah I wanna believe”.
I think we all go through times where that’s all we feel like. I know that I struggle with the feeling of just being “average” at a lot of things. Close friends of mine have shared in my dismay that there seems to be nothing that we excel at. The general consensus is that we feel like we are mediocre at a lot of things… everything.
Walking through the kitchen tonight, something triggered to my mind the t-shirts that people say that go something like this. “I’m proud to be a….” Nerd, geek, football player, cheerleader, an American. Fill in the blank. And as I was cleaning up some cookie dough that my brothers had strewn around the kitchen, I thought to myself “What would I be proud to be?” I looked back through hobbies, things that might be considered talents. I enjoyed math and took harder courses than most, but I was nowhere near to being a genius in that. I couldn’t in good conscience write that. I enjoy singing and playing piano, but coming from a very musically talented family and church, I can see very clearly my deficiencies in my own music. Again, I honestly couldn’t write musician. I mulled on this for a while, and suddenly it hit me in one of those “oh duh” moments. My t-shirt would say “I am proud to be a Christian”.
See, the thing about being a Christian is that none of your Christian walk can nor should it be about yourself. It is by grace we are saved, not by works, lest any man should boast. In fact, He even says that all our works of righteousness, or our “good” things or deeds, are as filthy rags before Him. Therefore, because I know that it is by the grace of God and Him working in and through me, changing my life, breaking down my walls, crucifying my flesh…. Because of all of that, I can say I am proud to be a Christian. I am proud to be in the process of becoming like my Savior, who looked down from His cross and saw little mediocre me. Who had His hands and feet nailed to the cross because of the sins that insignificant average JoHannah has committed. Who gazed at me with such love in His eyes that He allowed Himself to be pierced as He whispered “It is finished”. For me.
Lately I even heard a song playing on the radio that portrayed this idea as well- singing of the longing to be something desired, chased for, and valued. The chorus from “Someone Worth Dying For” by Mikeschair says “Am I more than flesh and bone? Am I really something beautiful?...I wanna believe that I'm not just some wandering soul that You don't see and You don't know… Yeah I wanna believe”.
I think we all go through times where that’s all we feel like. I know that I struggle with the feeling of just being “average” at a lot of things. Close friends of mine have shared in my dismay that there seems to be nothing that we excel at. The general consensus is that we feel like we are mediocre at a lot of things… everything.
Walking through the kitchen tonight, something triggered to my mind the t-shirts that people say that go something like this. “I’m proud to be a….” Nerd, geek, football player, cheerleader, an American. Fill in the blank. And as I was cleaning up some cookie dough that my brothers had strewn around the kitchen, I thought to myself “What would I be proud to be?” I looked back through hobbies, things that might be considered talents. I enjoyed math and took harder courses than most, but I was nowhere near to being a genius in that. I couldn’t in good conscience write that. I enjoy singing and playing piano, but coming from a very musically talented family and church, I can see very clearly my deficiencies in my own music. Again, I honestly couldn’t write musician. I mulled on this for a while, and suddenly it hit me in one of those “oh duh” moments. My t-shirt would say “I am proud to be a Christian”.
See, the thing about being a Christian is that none of your Christian walk can nor should it be about yourself. It is by grace we are saved, not by works, lest any man should boast. In fact, He even says that all our works of righteousness, or our “good” things or deeds, are as filthy rags before Him. Therefore, because I know that it is by the grace of God and Him working in and through me, changing my life, breaking down my walls, crucifying my flesh…. Because of all of that, I can say I am proud to be a Christian. I am proud to be in the process of becoming like my Savior, who looked down from His cross and saw little mediocre me. Who had His hands and feet nailed to the cross because of the sins that insignificant average JoHannah has committed. Who gazed at me with such love in His eyes that He allowed Himself to be pierced as He whispered “It is finished”. For me.
In Christ, we are new creations. The old things have passed away. I have become something worth dying for because there is Someone worth living for. In Christ, we are more than conquerors. That means that the next time I face the onslaught of worthlessness, ruthlessly tearing me apart to show me all my insignificance, I can stand against them because I am a daughter of God!
This doesn’t mean that I can march right up to my old math teacher and ace all of his examinations. This
doesn’t mean that I’m going to go sing on American Idol and win a million dollars. But what it does mean is that I can be who Christ made me to be, because it’s the reflection of Him living in my life that I want the world to see.
And He promises this to all who come to Him. God doesn’t reject us because we aren’t unique enough. He doesn’t cast us away because we don’t always seem to fit in. He promises that very thing in His word.
Why?
Because all of Him is more than enough for all of us.
For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God- not by works, so that no one can boast. Ephesians 2:8-9
All of us have become like one who is unclean, and all our righteous acts are like filthy rags; we all shrivel up like a leaf, and like the wind our sins sweep us away. Isaiah 64:6
Consequently, I entreat you by the compassion of God, brothers, to present your bodies a sacrifice living, holy, acceptable to God, a sacred service with your power of reason. And quit being fashioned after this system of things, but be transformed by making your mind over, that you may prove to yourselves the good and acceptable and complete will of God. Romans 12:1-2
For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. John 3:16
Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new. 1 Corinthians 5:17
In all these things we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us. Romans 8:37
All that the Father giveth Me shall come to me; and him that comes to Me I will in no wise cast out. John 6:37
This doesn’t mean that I can march right up to my old math teacher and ace all of his examinations. This
doesn’t mean that I’m going to go sing on American Idol and win a million dollars. But what it does mean is that I can be who Christ made me to be, because it’s the reflection of Him living in my life that I want the world to see.
And He promises this to all who come to Him. God doesn’t reject us because we aren’t unique enough. He doesn’t cast us away because we don’t always seem to fit in. He promises that very thing in His word.
Why?
Because all of Him is more than enough for all of us.
For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God- not by works, so that no one can boast. Ephesians 2:8-9
All of us have become like one who is unclean, and all our righteous acts are like filthy rags; we all shrivel up like a leaf, and like the wind our sins sweep us away. Isaiah 64:6
Consequently, I entreat you by the compassion of God, brothers, to present your bodies a sacrifice living, holy, acceptable to God, a sacred service with your power of reason. And quit being fashioned after this system of things, but be transformed by making your mind over, that you may prove to yourselves the good and acceptable and complete will of God. Romans 12:1-2
For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. John 3:16
Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new. 1 Corinthians 5:17
In all these things we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us. Romans 8:37
All that the Father giveth Me shall come to me; and him that comes to Me I will in no wise cast out. John 6:37
